I was asked to bring one word to mind(third eye) that I want to represent my new year of 2019. First, I want to acknowledge how crazy it is that it is 2019. I can not say that I am terribly sad to let go of 2018, and even the years before, but I can say that it feels as if time is doing some beautiful, quantum-entanglement dance. I can appreciate this.
Anyways, the word that came to my mind’s eye was “soar”. In fact, I saw an image of a beautiful, snow-white owl, like Hedwig(geeking out on my love for HP). This bird was gliding gracefully and peacefully across a backdrop of pearl iridescent clouds. The wings of this owl captured the light of the clouds, displaying a crystalline reflection, the kind that encapsulates all colors and none at the same time.
This beautiful image felt right, as my intention for the new year, but nothing about it was concrete. So, how can this image of a soaring owl translate into a vision for this life and year? Well, what does it actually mean to soar in all dimensions of time and space? In this physical dimension, I am fairly certain that I do not have the body of an owl. So how is this me? How can we soar? Well I think it begins much before the act of flying. In fact, I think it begins with healing, and cultivating a lightness of mind, body, and soul. When we truly attend to this work, as only we can for ourselves, we cultivate a light that reverberates through every cell in our body. This sensation is one of complete and utter ecstasy coupled with a grounded peace. Such that it feels like our soul is smiling out of every inch of of being, and we flow in harmony with all other living beings at the highest frequency. Who knew attending to our healing could give us all of that? This sounds pretty sweet to me. This sounds like a type of soaring, no?
Attending to all of our healing also sounds like a tall order. So where do I start? Again, how do I get there(here?), and then how do I remain infinitely in (f)light?
Well for me, I plan to start like this: in this new year, I promise to kiss all of that which I am still healing, and walk a little more home, into myself every time. I promise to honor the everyday struggles, allowing the lessons to roll like waves, leaving nothing but expansion behind. I promise to exclaim with glee and gratitude for the abundance dripping in my life, and to trust that I am always held. And in this new year, when I experience discomfort, which I know is inevitable, I welcome the goodness of it as expansion. So I set out, in this new year, as the same me, not to resolve any imperfections, but with the intention to be a peaceful warrioress. Sade says “I am soldier of love”, but I say I am a guardian of love. From this knowledge, I step into the year 2019, to serve and protect the true love frequency. Only through attending to my own healing and work can I become a clear channel and guardian of such. So, I surrender in service, and trust in the connection of all beings, and I invite you soar with me on your own unique journey.