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Soaring in 2019 as a Guardian of Love

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I was asked to bring one word to mind(third eye) that I want to represent my new year of 2019. First, I want to acknowledge how crazy it is that it is 2019. I can not say that I am terribly sad to let go of 2018, and even the years before, but I can say that it feels as if time is doing some beautiful, quantum-entanglement dance. I can appreciate this.

Anyways, the word that came to my mind’s eye was “soar”. In fact, I saw an image of a beautiful, snow-white owl, like Hedwig(geeking out on my love for HP). This bird was gliding gracefully and peacefully across a backdrop of pearl iridescent clouds. The wings of this owl captured the light of the clouds, displaying a crystalline reflection, the kind that encapsulates all colors and none at the same time.


This beautiful image felt right, as my intention for the new year, but nothing about it was concrete. So, how can this image of a soaring owl translate into a vision for this life and year? Well, what does it actually mean to soar in all dimensions of time and space? In this physical dimension, I am fairly certain that I do not have the body of an owl. So how is this me? How can we soar? Well I think it begins much before the act of flying. In fact, I think it begins with healing, and cultivating a lightness of mind, body, and soul. When we truly attend to this work, as only we can for ourselves, we cultivate a light that reverberates through every cell in our body. This sensation is one of complete and utter ecstasy coupled with a grounded peace. Such that it feels like our soul is smiling out of every inch of of being, and we flow in harmony with all other living beings at the highest frequency. Who knew attending to our healing could give us all of that? This sounds pretty sweet to me. This sounds like a type of soaring, no?


Attending to all of our healing also sounds like a tall order. So where do I start? Again, how do I get there(here?), and then how do I remain infinitely in (f)light?


Well for me, I plan to start like this:  in this new year, I promise to kiss all of that which I am still healing, and walk a little more home, into myself every time. I promise to honor the everyday struggles, allowing the lessons to roll like waves, leaving nothing but expansion behind. I promise to exclaim with glee and gratitude for the abundance dripping in my life, and to trust that I am always held.  And in this new year, when I experience discomfort, which I know is inevitable, I welcome the goodness of it as expansion. So I set out, in this new year, as the same me, not to resolve any imperfections, but with the intention to be a peaceful warrioress. Sade says “I am soldier of love”, but I say I am a guardian of love. From this knowledge, I step into the year 2019, to serve and protect the true love frequency. Only through attending to my own healing and work can I become a clear channel and guardian of such. So, I surrender in service, and trust in the connection of all beings, and I invite you soar with me on your own unique journey.


beloved

when the conjurer becomes the conjured

of a fire dancer betwitched

between daydreams and nightdreams

there lies a plane of truth

something unwavering yet fluxxing

is a dance of beholdens

becoming who they were

before and again

those who have never forgotten

even i

amidst distractions

have learned to see

so keep waving your wand

coaxing clarity to come

your fire spells are not in vain

dial light strings

pulsing in a infinite (f)eights

through a heart with wings


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untitled emotion

here you go

plopping on my back porch

like you’ve been here all along

well

maybe you were

here before me

on this porch

in this life

i’ll give you that

this time

here

with me

the magic made me

willed me

to be we

a couple of dreamers

destined to intertwine

beside a sea of salt

under a sky of stars

our alien hearts

found their way

back

they crawled

beating on our armor

our chests

our wings

demanding to come home

Manifesto: An Introduction to Living Life As a Work of Art

To live life as a work of art.

 

To live life as a work of art is to cultivate a consciousness, like a dance. One that twirls and tumbles in the space between the earth and stars. The dance moves to the rhythm of sensitivity, and keeps the beat of wisdom.

 

This expression is an act of constant experimentation, that opens you through constant flux and movement. It allows you a transcendence that includes each step already trekked, and each soul come to stay or pass.

 

A transcendence that elucidates your interconnectedness to all things. It allows you to witness their rapid and constant changing, and that of your own. It gives you the opportunity to discipline your practice of response vs. reaction, as your portal to peace.